Stronger...

...i honestly feel i am.

i just hope i don't push myself to the limit,

and find myself back to where i started.

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Myers-Briggs Personality Types

ENFP: The "Advocate"

ENFPs are introspective, values-oriented, inspiring, social and extremely expressive. They actively send their thoughts and ideas out into the world as a way to bring attention to what they feel to be important, which often has to do with ethics and current events. ENFPs are natural advocates, attracting people to themselves and their cause with excellent people skills, warmth, energy and positivity. ENFPs are described as creative, resourceful, assertive, spontaneous, life-loving, charismatic, passionate and experimental.

Real ENFP People:

Alicia Silverstone, Bill Cosby, Bob Dylan, Charles Dickens, Dr. Seuss, Franz Joseph Haydn, Martin Short, Phil Donahue, Regis Philbin, Robin William, Sandra Bullock, Sinbad

ENFP Population

Total: 5.5%
Male: 4.5%
Female: 6.5%

Lazy days...

It's pouring heavily outside. This cool and soothing weather is perfect for staying in bed all day and snuggling up with your pillows and sheets (for lack of a warm body to hug. hehe)

It's a Friday - it's the end of the week and tomorrow's the start of a long weekend, Monday being a holiday).

Ah! It's a perfect day for procrastination!

I'm going home!

I know it's weird, but for the past two weeks or so, I've been playing this song on my drive home from work. I play it the second I get to our village gate and the song ends in perfect timing - when I actually do get home and park my car on our garage. From such a busy and tiring day at work, I enjoy listening to this song (and singing with it at the top of my voice). It releases all the stress and anxiety brought by work and makes me forget about them when I do get to the place where I belong, and where my family's love has always been enough for me -- HOME.

"Home"
by: Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Restless

I don’t know why but I’ve been quite restless for the past few weeks. I’ve been searching for something to pacify these lingering qualms of mine but to no avail.

I’ve practically tried searching for it in all places, actually.

I’ve tried eating to my heart’s desire til I become an official glutton. I’ve tried shopping for whatever suddenly tickles my fancy at the malls. I’ve loaded myself with enough workload just to keep my busy but my mind just seems to keep on wandering and yearning for something else. I’ve gained accomplishments over the past few weeks but nothing seems to appease my soul. I’ve searched and tried all other bodily pleasures (and my, they were indeed pleasurable) but I still felt restless, sometimes even guilty, afterwards.

The problem is that I can’t pinpoint want I really want right now.

My friend, I guess you are right. At the risk of sounding too philosophical (which never really was my style), perhaps I’m just on that phase where I’m seeking my purpose. I’m actually happy, but there’s just something lacking right now. A reason for living. A sense of wholeness.

I know I’m gonna keep on searching for that something until I finally get the right one. I just hope I find it soon.

My Daemon

I just nicked this from Pd and I must admit, it's pretty damn interesting.

Lately

Lately, I’ve been finding myself all by my lonesome with only my pen and paper and the voice inside my head for company, and actually enjoying every moment of it. I go out and eat alone without any hesitation whatsoever, whether it be in a crowded place or in a secluded restaurant. I find myself strolling around the mall without any company and choosing a coffee shop or a restaurant or even a book store to have a quick stop over. If the place I choose is conducive and to my liking, I find myself staying for a longer period of time just pondering about the smallest of things to the bigger burdens I’m currently facing.

It’s weird, I know. Me, of all people, on the way towards becoming a full-fledged loner!

Perhaps, it’s the busy lifestyle I’m currently having right now – such that, whenever I have the opportunity to have a little peace and tranquility, I grab it right away and make the most out of it. Or maybe it’s an offshoot of months of having minimal contact with people during my post-kidney transplant recovery period. I really don’t know.

What I do know is that I’m actually yearning for more time all by myself. I’ve actually been looking for the place.

The place where I can sit down comfortably and not care about the entire universe. The place where I can think of all my desires and even my concerns and issues, and not worry one single bit. The place where I can be me – with no one around to judge or react or criticize.

It’s weird, I know. But I’m actually liking this other side of me.

In just three words...

Use 3 words to answer each question. No more, no less. It's harder than you think.

1. Where is your cell phone? - STONE’S THROW AWAY
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? -SOON TO COME (pwede ring IN MY DREAMS)
3. Your hair? – NEEDS A HAIRCUT
4. Where is your father? UPSTAIRS IN DREAMLAND
5.Cheesecake? – MADE OF CHEESE
6. Your favorite thing to do? – SLEEP ALL DAY
7. Your dream last night? – CAN’T REALLY REMEMBER
8. Your favorite drink? – ICED TEA, PLEASE
9. Car You Want? – MY OWN VOLVO
10. The room you're in? – OFFICE SLASH DEN
11. George Bush: SHOULD BE REPLACED
12. Your fears? BECOMING TOO FAMOUS (haha!)
13. Nipple rings? DON’T THEY HURT?
14. Who would you hang out with tonight? MY THREE PILLOWS
15. What you're not good at? CRAZY SURVEYS THAT (limit your answers to only three f*cking words!)
16. Go check GoofyAuctions.com and give your opinion? CHECK IT YOURSELF!
17. One of your wish list items? PERFECTLY STABLE HEALTH
18. Where did you grow up? IN THE METRO
19. The last thing you did? CHECK MY E-MAIL
20. What are you wearing? OOH, YOU’RE NAUGHTY
21. Tattoo? – NONE RIGHT NOW
22. Ketchup? – NO, THANK YOU
23. Your computer? – STILL A COMPUTER
24. Your life? – BUSY WITH WORK
25. Your mood? – I’M JUST CHILLIN’
26. Missing? – MY FRIENDS ABROAD
27. What are you thinking about right now? – CAN’T WAIT TOGETTHISOVERWITH!
28. Your summer? – WAS TOO HOT
29. Your relationship status? – SINGLE AND AVAILABLE
30. Your favorite color(s)- GREY AND BLUE
31. When was the last time you laughed? – I ALWAYS DO
32. Last time you cried? – LONG TIME AGO
33. High school? – PART OF HISTORY
34. Who's your crush? – WHO IS YOURS?
35. Music you're listening to? – HOME BY DAUGHTRY

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For the life of me, I would never ever forget this baptism of fire of mine…

…where there’s no such thing as free journalism, even news articles have a price.

…where there’s always office politics no matter where you go.

…where judges don’t care if it’s obvious that they’re impartial, as long as they get their end of the deal.

…where being the lone associate in a team (the rest being partners) is both a reward and a curse.

…where you get a lot of first times for everything.

…where you finally get to show off your suits and eat at fancy restos.

…where learning is an ongoing process and you actually begin to love it.

…where you finally get the chance to prove your worth to the firm and succeed.

You get me through the day

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel